That honeymoon phase.

Do you remember the first time we met? The first time we talked? The first time we hung out? The first time we went on a date? The first time we held hands? The first time we kissed?

I still remember all those sweet memories clearly. Sometime I wish that people and things would never change, that everything would always stay nice and smooth. But sadly, life isn't like that. people change as they grow, and things change over time. And just like everyone else, whether we realize it or not, both of us has changed and our honeymoon phase in this relationship has passed 😔. We're not over yet, but I feel like we're slowly heading there, and I hate that feeling. Can we please go back to the good ol' days? 🌸😣

Restless mind.

Hey, I'm back again. 

A lot of things have happened for the past two years, especially in these last few months. But everything is just a mess for these past few weeks 😔

Everything is a mess right now, and I'm the one to blame. Right now, I just wish everything would go back to how they used to be. But that wouldn't happen if I don't fix stuffs up, and I ain't even know how.. Someone please help and save me. 

 

It's you, it's always been you.

Dang man it's been few yearsss since we decided to go separate ways and live our own life. But why, tell me why you're still haunting my mind? It's crazy.

"..Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember the people we used to be.  It’s even harder to picture that you’re not here next to me. You say it’s too late to make it, but is it too late to try?

..I’ve wasted my nights, you turned out the lights, now I’m paralyzed! Still stuck in that time when we called it love.." 

New update.

WOW... 
It's been over a year since my last post. I even forgot about the existence of this blog Lol.
Tapi kemaren malem mendadak kepengen buka ini website, dan alhasil jadi cengar-cengir sendiri baca post post jadul. Yup, I laugh at my own writing cs I'm friggin' hilarious. #eh Hahaha :p


...Jadi apa kabarnya kalian selama ini? 'kalian'? ngomong sama sape, ada yang baca juga engga kali, secara blogspot uda agak ga jaman ye. Temen gw mas Kevin Setiawan aja sekarang udah jadi mantan penggila blogspot, blognya dia uda gajelas kabar dan nasibnya. Yaudalah gpp nulis sendiri baca sendiri aje deh gw *nasib* Wkwkwk. Tapi walaupun udah gada yang buka ato baca, tetep aja deh gw jadikan blog ini buat tempat curahan hati sementara. Mengapa sementara? ya... liat aja beberapa hari lagi juga udah ga aktif lagi ni blog. Ini aje lagi gak ada kerjaan Huahaha.

HELLO HELLO HELLO :]

It's been a long time since my last post. The reason why I didn't update this blog for so long is because I've moved to TUMBLR. I used to hate that website, but not anymore... I even get addicted to it, Lol. So if I'm not here, you know where to find me right? :))
Tumblr: http://lauralauro.tumblr.com. I also have a twitter account, http://twitter.com/LAURALAURO. Follow meeeeh! :))

First love is hard to forget!

Mengapa kita bertemu

bila akhirnya dipisahkan?

Mengapa kita berjumpa

Tapi akhirnya di jauhkan?

Kau bilang hatimu aku

Nyatanya bukan untuk aku..

Bintang di langit nan Indah

Dimanakah cinta yang dulu?

Masihkah aku disana,

Di relung hati dan mimpimu??

Andaikan engkau disini

Andaikan tetap denganku #ngarep.com

Aku hancur ku terluka

Namun engkaulah nafasku

Kau cintaku meski aku

Bukan di benakmu lagi

Dan kuberuntung

Sempat memilikimu...

Engkau mengatakan

Merindukan diriku lagi

Ingin ku sampaikan

Ku tak hanya sekedar itu.... I  MISS YOU MORE DUDE! 

 from me to someone out there ♥

(yovie& nuno - sempat memilikimu)

i dont want to hate you, i dont want to be mad, but my heart just won't allow...

You know nothing of my fears,
and are unaware of all my tears.

I know I really can’t deny,
things I feel as I look you in the eye.

So who will help me make it though?
Who will tell me what to do?

How come every time I see your face,
for me there’s never any space?

Maybe someday you’ll see me differently,
so until then, I’ll be waiting silently.

I don't wanna hate you....but *****, I still do :[